老纪和儿媳妇小月最后怎么样了

help me help you. DO I EVER GET TIRED OF DROPPING EVERYTHING EMOTION TO SATISFY YOU? humans act in every predictable ways when they are frightened n that fear driving ppl as me go mad like never before, so i personally, act on fear, no one wakes up at 4 bc they are happy, i woke up 4 again this morning, having the dream i didnt remember, and checking things no longer important to me anymore, idk whats the point of living anyway, if i dont cherish every single momen then every passing secs is pure punishment, how am i gna live like that? for the rest of my life?? just fcking k1ll me already.. fear, for me, probly the single most strongest emotion, if i cant deal w fear..idk what i can do